Adele's 365 *FULLY UPDATED* 166/365 210609

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I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's only a week away guys, so get things sorted dont leave it til the last minute.

I bought some love-hearts the other day whilst they were on special offer. Oh yummy I forgot how nice they are!!!

Well...."I love you" is probably one of the ones that have stayed in, but I swear they're smaller than they used to be. but they taste just as yummy as they used to!

I like the reflection of the picture. I had it on the shiney part of my laptop....which was hard to get the full black shiney bit as it has lines on it, but we got there eventually! And voila!

Will remember for future reference! ;)​
 
See, who needs a lightbox? :D

That is actully pretty mint taken mouted on a laptop, was it handheld too?

Tony
 
great use of a lappy , surprised it didnt fall over though
 
Just caught up on the last few days of your pics del.....

Love the shot of the youngster, and i really like what you've done with the love-heart.

I only live 15-20 mins away from the Swizzles factory in New Mills where they make them, and used to work in the area all the time - and believe me, the smell gets sickly after a while to the point that i can't stand the sweets anymore :puke:
 
Chillimonster said:
Just caught up on the last few days of your pics del.....

Love the shot of the youngster, and i really like what you've done with the love-heart.

I only live 15-20 mins away from the Swizzles factory in New Mills where they make them, and used to work in the area all the time - and believe me, the smell gets sickly after a while to the point that i can't stand the sweets anymore :puke:
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Sounds like another title for them...

I love to puke

:lol:

DD

A bulimic range :shrug:
 
Chillimonster said:
Just caught up on the last few days of your pics del.....

Love the shot of the youngster, and i really like what you've done with the love-heart.

I only live 15-20 mins away from the Swizzles factory in New Mills where they make them, and used to work in the area all the time - and believe me, the smell gets sickly after a while to the point that i can't stand the sweets anymore :puke:
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:lol: we have a popcorn factory near where I live, and that gets very sickly i know what you mean :gag:

DiddyDave said:
Sounds like another title for them...

I love to puke

:lol:

DD

A bulimic range :shrug:
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:nono: david you are random

davekiddle said:
Nice shot...that reminds me....something happening next Sat?
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:lol: yeah its probably going to cost you some money! :D
 
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I am tired. Fatigued. Sad. Depressed. Lonely. Exhausted. In Pain. Melachony. Stressed. All of the above?

Its been a case of forcing myself to actually do things.

I used to write a lot of poetry back in the days of teenage angst years. And I have decided that that release might be what I need again. With a couple of words of encouragement from John [Dark Star] Here is the latest installment, explaining how I really have been feeling over the last few days. [Sorry its so long]

Two Paths

Fighting with two worlds inside,
Which one’s wrong and which one’s right,
Two paths to follow, no guiding light,
One offers calmness, the other a fright.

Two paths cross, they interweave,
As the first one comes, the other one leaves,
As it returns, it’s friend departs,
Fighting for what’s right - in my head and my heart.

Like a figure of eight, multiplied,
All over my head and over my life,
Bringing confusion, tears, no end in sight,
As each path brings renewed strife.

I wake up in a morning, not knowing which path I’m on,
Or whether this journey will be short or long,
Where it will leave me, what we will find,
Leave me doubting ability between right and wrong.

What’s happening to me I want to scream,
Awake me from this horrible dream
A black cloud descends all over me,
I don’t know where to run, on whom to lean.

I feel the panic in my chest,
Rushing into my breathing, panting for breath,
What happened, where did he live?
What does he want from me? What can I give?


I close my eyes and try to dream,
Wake up on a different path it seems,
Falling to sleep, counting to ten,
I wake up on the same path again.


Depending on the path, depends on me,
One full of hurt, one full of glee,
One road of sunshine, one of rain,
One full of laughs, one full of pain.

I’m loosing myself, I’m in such a daze,
Both of these paths creating a maze,
A maze within me, a maze of thoughts,
All these battles I thought I’d once fought.

I sigh; such a big sigh, I want to give in,
But I can’t let whoever he is win,
Can’t let him fight me, Can’t let him see,
That I’m loosing the battle to be me.

Finding myself and being true,
Knowing what’s right and wrong,
It’s so hard when I’m being torn in two,
This has gone on too long.

The black cloud above me,
Smothers my world,
Suddenly so scared,
Like a little girl.

I close my eyes,
I wake with a fright,
I’m back in the world,
I know what’s right.

It’d be so much easier to keep a check of this,
Going through creating a list,
Feeling how I feel, doing what I do,
But in the end making a wish.


Battle on in silence as the paths do meet,
Which way to go again at the end of the street,
I need some guidance, a guiding light,
Why is everyone putting up a fight.

I can’t do this on my own,
I need the help I’m owed,
So I’m depressed….
It’s only one road.​
 
Can only echo what Marc said Adele.

A lovely poem that suits the picture.

Have a :hug: from me :)
 
Well done Adele, lovely image, great words! Each complements the other so well!

Well done again! :)
 
fabs said:
So sorry you're on a downer at the moment Del, hopefully things will pick up soon. That's a lovely poem.
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Chillimonster said:
Can only echo what Marc said Adele.

A lovely poem that suits the picture.

Have a :hug: from me :)
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Thanks guys. I was at the docs last week and got diagnosed with "moderate" depression. Think I scored a 14. And was told to "come back in a week if you dont feel any better" which just kind of tipped me over the edge a little bit more.

I am going back this week - I cant carry on currently feeling like I am.

Dark Star said:
Well done Adele, lovely image, great words! Each complements the other so well!

Well done again! :)
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Thanks John! :)
 
Here's a cheery poem for you...


Mirror mirror...

I look in the mirror and I'm feeling good
Just like a 24yr old girly should
I look in the mirror and I'm feeling brave
It's easy to feel good when you know DiddyDave

I look in the mirror and I'm feeling great
Live's so good when Diddy is your mate
I look in the mirror and smile inside
Knowing DiddyDave just fills me with pride

I look in the mirror when I'm feeling down
Sometimes my face can only crack a frown
But then I remember that life's such a farce
And I smile at the idea of kicking DiddyDave's arse

Eh !!!

:lol:

Feel better ??? Repeat often and you will :D

DD
 
JDholic said:
So sorry to hear your feeling down, I've suffered from depression as well. I can only sympathise and hope you get through it.
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Me three. Hope your mood lifts and you feel more positive very soon x
 
DiddyDave said:
Here's a cheery poem for you...


Mirror mirror...

I look in the mirror and I'm feeling good
Just like a 24yr old girly should
I look in the mirror and I'm feeling brave
It's easy to feel good when you know DiddyDave

I look in the mirror and I'm feeling great
Live's so good when Diddy is your mate
I look in the mirror and smile inside
Knowing DiddyDave just fills me with pride

I look in the mirror when I'm feeling down
Sometimes my face can only crack a frown
But then I remember that life's such a farce
And I smile at the idea of kicking DiddyDave's arse

Eh !!!

:lol:

Feel better ??? Repeat often and you will :D

DD
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:lol::lol::lol::lol:

That did properly made me chuckle!
 
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Well its not really been the weather for ducks today where I am.
Windy. Snowy. Sleety. Rainy. Foggy....

I'm confused dont know about these little fella's!

I am a duck person. I love anything duck. It all started on holiday when we went shopping to Valetta Sunday Market and they were selling little yellow chicks, and mum wouldnt let me have one. So she bought me a key-ring one instead. And it just started from there.

This is actually a Me2u bear, pulling the string of ducks! Quack Quack!​
 
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This evening I have been to take pictures of the Steel City Shoguns training again. I took my 10-20 with me, as I decided I wanted to get a shot of the rink too, either from the side of the ice, or from up top.

I decided on up top, and a mono-conversion. I am pleased with how its come out, from WHERE i wanted to take it took. May try some other angles next time though.​
 
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