sorry for the loss of your cat its been nearly a year when i lost my 2 dogue de bordeauxs within 1 month of each outher my girl 1 had a big stroke 3 vets told me no way back for her so did what was best for her and pts and 1 month later my boy dog had a hart attack and i lost him to and i can admit i cried my eyes out more on those two days than i have ever done in the 44 years i have been on this earth,so i feel your pain bud,
ps i have 2 new bordeauxs now just rember the good times