TP hasn't changed me per se, as I've beeen a photographer for 12 years now. However, what it has done is re-ignite my passion for photography.
I've spent the past seven years working in publishing, doing photoshoots for the magazine I edit. It's great, enjoyable work but it's '
photography by numbers' most of the time because it's an instructional magazine that demands clear photography over anything arty. That's the nature of instructional magazines.
To be honest, even though I've had my works kit sitting at home on most days, I never used it other than for work, which was a shame because I have always enjoyed photography since my first day doing my HND. But it's felt like a busman's holiday at times because the last thing I wanted to do after a shoot was go home and take more shots. The number of shots I've done for myself between 2002 and 2006 can be counted on one hand... and that's sad for someone who effectively has photography in their blood.
TP has definitely reinvigorated my passion though, as looking through everyone's galleries and the competition entries has made me realise I have a long way to go before I'm really up there. You definitely can't force photography – it just comes naturally – and I think that with the work I've been doing for the mag, it's not been the thing i've wanted to say i'm that proud of.
I specialised in darkroom D & P at university and made a bit of a name for myself within the college for quality studio work and prints and I was proud of that. The switch to digital was a big thing to me; I fought and fought digital until I couldn't fight its use anymore. Yes, it's much more efficient (and cost effective) to use digital over film these days and the results are brilliant with the modern technology we have. The thing I missed were the '
hands-on' parts that film photography and printing had in spades. It's only recently (about the time I joined TP) that I've given in to digital for my own work and now I embrace it wholeheartedly.
I sold my Bronica kit last year, which was a bit of a turning point for me, but I knew in my heart of hearts, it would become just an ornament on the shelf. My old 35mm EOS stuff is still with me but that's only because it's worth nack all! I bought a D200 in January and I'm loving using it.
I've used Photoshop since 1995 but only bought CS2 last year and that's also helped me embrace digital photography. I suppose I'm a bit of a stick-in-the-mud at times but even though I'm only 28, I've seen some major changes that many late-comers to photography won't be able to appreciate, and it makes it hard to let go of 'traditional' photography that I grew up with. Mind you, I'm now on Chapter 2 and loving doing my website, teaching people at work about photography and exploring what you can actually do to make an image better through software.
I think when you have a resurgence of faith and passion in something that you love so dearly, you're only kidding yourself if you don't take on board and learn from what others have to say. The internet is great for getting feedback and I'd be gutted if I posted a shot on TP and all I got was "
Nice pic" or "
that's pretty". Okay, if I don't like something (and there's plenty on here that's a bit gash – just look in the
Nudes & Glamour section) I will be constructive but don't want to ruin someone's life for the sake of an opinion. It is essential to tell people the truth though, it's just a question of how you do it. If TP posters show their images they should expect to receive comments but as long as those comments are truthful and constructive to their learning, then that's job done in my book.
Wow - think I should stay off the fags and beer this time of night!!
