Sorry I'm not sure how much this will help, but I don't need motivating if it's something I really want to do. And if I don't want todo it, then I don't!
I don't want to get left behind. I want to grow as person. If you don't put the work in, then you get nothing out.
If you are really trully struggling to learn, if it feels like too much hard work, then it's probably not the right thing to set your sights on.
Photography and turning pro/starting a business etc doesn't feel like work to me, I do it for hours every evening after doing the whole 9-5 job and I have to stop myself to get to bed before 1am. I get a real buzz out of learning new stuff thats going to help me be better. I always have at least 3 books on the go at a time. I just can't enough of it. Advertising, business, marketing, web design, SEO, photography and customer service etc
I'm learning as much as I can, in order to be as prepared as I can, in order to be as successful as I can.
The fact that I enjoy it so much, gives me endless energy to dedicate to it, and to get better at it.
Phew sorry for that got carried away.