Diego Garcia
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Talking photography here and need some advice/feedback.
Of late, I feel that my life is being governed by my cameras. However, I love it, really love it.
My passion for going out and taking pictures is palpable, especially to the guy who picked me up for his agency, which is nice as he thinks I am a natural talent, though I know that I have a long way to go.
The thing is, that I want more, much more. I want to be shooting Prem football, rugby etc week in week out and with the recent award of an FA Licence that can become a reality. The goal is local football, Bristol City and Rovers home and away as and when, which is average at best but may reap rewards. I have invested heavily in my gear of late so I can step up to the plate and next year I intend on getting a 400 mm 2.8.
So, my train of thought at the moment is keep doing what I am doing and things will continue. I think we are only as good as the last job and they keep coming which is good. One year ago if you had told me I would have achieved what I have and covered what I have I would have laughed at you but I think more is out there. I want to walk away from my real world job and do this every day of the week or as and when required.
Am I dreaming or is it possible?
I hope this does not sound bombastic, I really lack confidence due to my past and illness and I am now back on a double dose of anti-depressants due to my bi-polar depression which I fight everyday - it just that when I am behind a camera, every seems right and I am simply just me. I know it sounds stupid, but sometimes posting this stuff is a massive relief valve for me and like minded people who are passionate about what they do will understand.
Had a tricky week thinking about the past and been low, but doing OK
Pete.
Of late, I feel that my life is being governed by my cameras. However, I love it, really love it.
My passion for going out and taking pictures is palpable, especially to the guy who picked me up for his agency, which is nice as he thinks I am a natural talent, though I know that I have a long way to go.
The thing is, that I want more, much more. I want to be shooting Prem football, rugby etc week in week out and with the recent award of an FA Licence that can become a reality. The goal is local football, Bristol City and Rovers home and away as and when, which is average at best but may reap rewards. I have invested heavily in my gear of late so I can step up to the plate and next year I intend on getting a 400 mm 2.8.
So, my train of thought at the moment is keep doing what I am doing and things will continue. I think we are only as good as the last job and they keep coming which is good. One year ago if you had told me I would have achieved what I have and covered what I have I would have laughed at you but I think more is out there. I want to walk away from my real world job and do this every day of the week or as and when required.
Am I dreaming or is it possible?
I hope this does not sound bombastic, I really lack confidence due to my past and illness and I am now back on a double dose of anti-depressants due to my bi-polar depression which I fight everyday - it just that when I am behind a camera, every seems right and I am simply just me. I know it sounds stupid, but sometimes posting this stuff is a massive relief valve for me and like minded people who are passionate about what they do will understand.
Had a tricky week thinking about the past and been low, but doing OK
Pete.
